Endgame

Yesterday was an uneventful day with nothing worth noting so I didn't bother posting. Then I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and on the way back to my room I heard my little brother talking in his room. To Him of course. Like I've mentioned at least once before its hard to understand the conversations seens I can only understand half, but from what I could pick up it sounded like he was being asked to leave again and worse that Tim might accept. I kind of had a flashback of when I almost accepted his offer and Dad's reaction to it. How it killed him.

I wonder what Mrs. Taylor thinks about this blog. Does she believe me when I say all this is real or if she believes that this is a shitty written horror story? Oh well I guess it doesn't matter anyway sorry for getting off track and rambling.

Anyway despite the fact I knew it wouldn't end well I let my anger get the best of me and I charged in with a baseball bat I had gotten from my room when I first heard them talking. I rushed in then swinged my bat as hard as I could aiming for that douche's blank head, but somehow I missed despite the fact it looked like He didn't move. Suddenly a tentacle shot through me or at least it felt like it went though me though I don't think it really did either way I froze feeling that same feeling everytime I felt His soul sucking tentacles. He looked like he was about to kill be when Tim gently said "don't hurt him". Slender Man stopped for a moment then placed his finger on my head and I blacked like at the mall. I woke up again this morning scared wondering what to do. I believe this is the night that Slender Man might take Tim and I need to know what to do. Should I fight to protect Tim and likely die in the process or maybe run and hope escape this madness? Hell maybe I should end this myself wouldn't that be preferable to the other two options? Whichever I pick it'll end badly.

Goodbye Ted and Kyle you were great friends. Goodbye Mom I'm sorry this will have to end this way. Goodbye anyone who was reading this a silently cheering me on. Emily I love you and I'm sorry I shrugged you off lately but it was to prevent your life from becoming a Hell too.

Fred

I was on ign today and damnit it found this http://www.ign.com/videos/2012/07/05/slender-trailer. Someone made a game about the hell my life is becoming.

Spent today in my room. I don't think I can handle more of Him and His endless, mocking watching in front of other people blind to His nightmare. It's maddening being the only one that can see the Slender Man who can feel the cold of his tentacles that feel as if they are draining your soul.

Test Results

Decided to put my theory about how the Slender Man won't follow me in a group to the test today. I called my friends and told them we should all go to the mall a lot of them were surprised to hear from me sense I've been kind of distant lately but were happy to accept my offer. By the time I was done we had ten people that argued to come along not including me, and agreed to meet at noon and raid the food court for lunch.

We got there, put two tables together, got our food, and then sat down to talk. We were talking about stuff like new episodes of shows, video games, and each other of course. It was fun even though I had difficulty focusing but I didn't see Him anywhere around me which was a good sign.

After we were done eating we split into small groups and went to different stores. My group hit the video game store, the arcade, and the book store for Kyle. Andrewcurrently has the highest score in PAC-man btw.

After an hour we met back up at the food court where we show off what we bought or what we wanted to by buy but didn't have the money to get. We all stayed there for an half hour which was by far the worst part because that is when He showed up. As if to mock my theory He stayed close to us and would even stand right behind people without the noticing. He even to to circle us almost as if we were prey. All the while people continued to look right through Him except there was this one moment where it looked like Kyle could see Him giving me a shred of hope but it died quickly. The feeling of being the only one that could see this monster in a large group of people was what's the word suffocating I guess. It's hard to describe.

After the the thirty minutes pasted pasted be all started to say goodbye which is when I blacked out. I woke up in Kyle's car with him and Emily seeing if I was ok. I was told I had been out for only a minute and asked what caused it. I told them I had no idea because I honestly didn't I just went cold then collapsed. Kyle was nice enough to drive me home where I've been staying in bed resting. So to end this message.

Experiment = failed

O.O

He's been following me all day just watching me. I've been out of the house all day running around town by myself so no one else is sucked into this like me, trying to escape his gaze. It's so maddening it almost makes me want Him to final do something and end this suspense. I have a guess though that He won't follow me if I have a group with me. I'm going to put it to the test tomorrow.

Confrontation

I decided to confront Tim about his "friend" today. Mom was out grabbing something from the store and I told Tim a needed to talk to him about something Which shocked him a bit since I never have a serious talk with him. We sat down at the the kitchen table and came right out with it asking what him and his "friend" talk about.

He looked surprised that I knew about him but then he looked down and said he had no idea what he was talking about. I got a little angry and asked what he meant said I saw them talking together, then he gave me this weird look and told me a was crazy that he has never seen a faceless man in a suit. At this point I was so pissed I would have punched him in the face if Mom had walked through the door at that exact moment. Tim ran off to greet her leavin the talk we just had forgotten.

After I talk with Tim though I started to see Him more like he would follow me. He would stand in a corner of a room or behind the seat I'm him with His tentacles around me so close they almost were touching me and I felt like He would pull me into him, into some hell where I would suffer forever then He would disappear for a bit. God I feel like I'm going crazy.

Rest in Peace

Sorry about not posting yesterday some shit happened and well I didn't feel like posting yesterday because of it. My Uncle Tom died. It was a freak accident and his roof collapsed. We were even planning on watching the fireworks but it rained and I couldn't even have bittersweet ending to a shitty day.

They launched some fireworks tonight though by surprise out of nowhere. They were nice. I tried to take a picture but it didn't come out well.

They've been talking more, my brother and Slender Man. It's hard to tell what they're talking about since I can't hear His voice anymore but it sounds like Tim is getting the offer to leave. He doesn't sound like he will take it but after yesterday how long will that last. I need to have a serious talk with Tim about this. That's all.

goodbye uncle tom

Stuff.