Endgame

Yesterday was an uneventful day with nothing worth noting so I didn't bother posting. Then I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and on the way back to my room I heard my little brother talking in his room. To Him of course. Like I've mentioned at least once before its hard to understand the conversations seens I can only understand half, but from what I could pick up it sounded like he was being asked to leave again and worse that Tim might accept. I kind of had a flashback of when I almost accepted his offer and Dad's reaction to it. How it killed him.

I wonder what Mrs. Taylor thinks about this blog. Does she believe me when I say all this is real or if she believes that this is a shitty written horror story? Oh well I guess it doesn't matter anyway sorry for getting off track and rambling.

Anyway despite the fact I knew it wouldn't end well I let my anger get the best of me and I charged in with a baseball bat I had gotten from my room when I first heard them talking. I rushed in then swinged my bat as hard as I could aiming for that douche's blank head, but somehow I missed despite the fact it looked like He didn't move. Suddenly a tentacle shot through me or at least it felt like it went though me though I don't think it really did either way I froze feeling that same feeling everytime I felt His soul sucking tentacles. He looked like he was about to kill be when Tim gently said "don't hurt him". Slender Man stopped for a moment then placed his finger on my head and I blacked like at the mall. I woke up again this morning scared wondering what to do. I believe this is the night that Slender Man might take Tim and I need to know what to do. Should I fight to protect Tim and likely die in the process or maybe run and hope escape this madness? Hell maybe I should end this myself wouldn't that be preferable to the other two options? Whichever I pick it'll end badly.

Goodbye Ted and Kyle you were great friends. Goodbye Mom I'm sorry this will have to end this way. Goodbye anyone who was reading this a silently cheering me on. Emily I love you and I'm sorry I shrugged you off lately but it was to prevent your life from becoming a Hell too.

Fred

I was on ign today and damnit it found this http://www.ign.com/videos/2012/07/05/slender-trailer. Someone made a game about the hell my life is becoming.

Spent today in my room. I don't think I can handle more of Him and His endless, mocking watching in front of other people blind to His nightmare. It's maddening being the only one that can see the Slender Man who can feel the cold of his tentacles that feel as if they are draining your soul.

Test Results

Decided to put my theory about how the Slender Man won't follow me in a group to the test today. I called my friends and told them we should all go to the mall a lot of them were surprised to hear from me sense I've been kind of distant lately but were happy to accept my offer. By the time I was done we had ten people that argued to come along not including me, and agreed to meet at noon and raid the food court for lunch.

We got there, put two tables together, got our food, and then sat down to talk. We were talking about stuff like new episodes of shows, video games, and each other of course. It was fun even though I had difficulty focusing but I didn't see Him anywhere around me which was a good sign.

After we were done eating we split into small groups and went to different stores. My group hit the video game store, the arcade, and the book store for Kyle. Andrewcurrently has the highest score in PAC-man btw.

After an hour we met back up at the food court where we show off what we bought or what we wanted to by buy but didn't have the money to get. We all stayed there for an half hour which was by far the worst part because that is when He showed up. As if to mock my theory He stayed close to us and would even stand right behind people without the noticing. He even to to circle us almost as if we were prey. All the while people continued to look right through Him except there was this one moment where it looked like Kyle could see Him giving me a shred of hope but it died quickly. The feeling of being the only one that could see this monster in a large group of people was what's the word suffocating I guess. It's hard to describe.

After the the thirty minutes pasted pasted be all started to say goodbye which is when I blacked out. I woke up in Kyle's car with him and Emily seeing if I was ok. I was told I had been out for only a minute and asked what caused it. I told them I had no idea because I honestly didn't I just went cold then collapsed. Kyle was nice enough to drive me home where I've been staying in bed resting. So to end this message.

Experiment = failed

O.O

He's been following me all day just watching me. I've been out of the house all day running around town by myself so no one else is sucked into this like me, trying to escape his gaze. It's so maddening it almost makes me want Him to final do something and end this suspense. I have a guess though that He won't follow me if I have a group with me. I'm going to put it to the test tomorrow.

Confrontation

I decided to confront Tim about his "friend" today. Mom was out grabbing something from the store and I told Tim a needed to talk to him about something Which shocked him a bit since I never have a serious talk with him. We sat down at the the kitchen table and came right out with it asking what him and his "friend" talk about.

He looked surprised that I knew about him but then he looked down and said he had no idea what he was talking about. I got a little angry and asked what he meant said I saw them talking together, then he gave me this weird look and told me a was crazy that he has never seen a faceless man in a suit. At this point I was so pissed I would have punched him in the face if Mom had walked through the door at that exact moment. Tim ran off to greet her leavin the talk we just had forgotten.

After I talk with Tim though I started to see Him more like he would follow me. He would stand in a corner of a room or behind the seat I'm him with His tentacles around me so close they almost were touching me and I felt like He would pull me into him, into some hell where I would suffer forever then He would disappear for a bit. God I feel like I'm going crazy.

Rest in Peace

Sorry about not posting yesterday some shit happened and well I didn't feel like posting yesterday because of it. My Uncle Tom died. It was a freak accident and his roof collapsed. We were even planning on watching the fireworks but it rained and I couldn't even have bittersweet ending to a shitty day.

They launched some fireworks tonight though by surprise out of nowhere. They were nice. I tried to take a picture but it didn't come out well.

They've been talking more, my brother and Slender Man. It's hard to tell what they're talking about since I can't hear His voice anymore but it sounds like Tim is getting the offer to leave. He doesn't sound like he will take it but after yesterday how long will that last. I need to have a serious talk with Tim about this. That's all.

goodbye uncle tom

Stuff.

Nice day

Today there really isn't much to say I did. I ate breakfast, watched TV, ate lunch, played Xbox, ate dinner, talk with Uncle Tom on Facebook, and I m now I'm going to bed.

Back Online

Sorry for the delay this time I didn't forget or have some blackout(well not that kind), we had a big thunderstorm Friday night that knocked out our power for the night then Saturday the Internet was down at our house until like an hour ago.

Friday I spent the day slightly on edge but still was doing better than the days before. I met up with Emily for lunch at the mall food court where we each got a small meal and we talked and laughed for what seemed to stretch on forever, and this may seem a little sad but that was honestly the best hour and a half of my life. After all that had happened a date with Emily was literally perfect, and we spent it in a mall food court eating cheap greasy fast food. Then around four it started to rain and hail followed by lightning which would continue all night. At seven the power went off which normally isn't too bad for me because I just grab my PSP and play Dissidia, but today it was worse because everytime I looked up or went around I corner I expected to see a certain tall and pall bastard standing there to greet me. Luckily I never saw him that night.

Saturday when I woke up the power was back on but the Internet still wasn't so I couldn't update. I started texting people to see how they were doing. Most of then were fine especially Kyle who was at his college orientation (Mis-something if you were wondering the name(sorry I don't remember myself)) so didn't have to worry about the power outage except Andrew who twisted his ankle. Nothing else to report for that day except that I saw Slender Man watching me in the kitchen when I went down for a midnight snack and I almost shit myself when I saw him.

Today I spent most of it at my grandparents' house because mom wanted to check on them. They were ok but kept us there longer than expected talking to mostly Mom while Tim and I watched their TV. We ended up spring four hours there before finally leaving. On the way back I kept seeing Him among the trees everytime I looked out the window which means he must have been moving at impossible speeds. Anyway like I said the Internet came on about an hour ago I thought I should post an update.

Remember

     I finally remember what that dream about the fire was and for real this time.  On November 14th my father really did die in a fire but that isn't the entire story there's more.  My dad died trying to save me from that bastard that is now haunting my brother.

     Seven years ago I had a friend he was invisible and odd but he was my friend.  He would play with me when Mom and Dad were too busy to and he would talk to me even though I don't remember what his voice sounded like now. He was my best friend back then. One day when I was watching TV my dad noticed me talking to my friend and wandered what my "imaginary" friend's name was. I told him Slender Man and he laughed thinking it was a funny name. A month or so went by and dad didn't notice anything but soon after he started to act different more distant, nervous. Looking back I think he started to see him too. Then one day I was talking to my friend who offered to take me away to somewhere else. Dad must have overheard because he came into the room yelling. I was stunned and didn't understand much of what was going on except that dad was pissed. Suddenly Dad lunged at Slender Man who struck him into a wall with a tentacle. I was scared and ran out to find Mom who was carrying my baby brother in her arms and yelling to get out of the house. When I was outside I saw that the house was on fire and Mom was yelling for Dad but sadly he didn't make it out on time. We move after that and I never saw my "friend" again. Until now.

Dad thank you for saving me.


Edit: Shit I missed more days that I don't remember. This is getting worse.

Today I went out with Emily. We went to the park, found a nice bench to sit on, and talked for a bit or at least I tried. I kept zoning out in the middle of the conversation not on purpose of course its just that my head still hurts making it hard to concentrate. I keep seeing these really creepy images like a blazing fire that looks like it's straight from Hell and Him looming over me while I'm in bed. Emily asked me if I was okay and I told her I had this horrible headache that had been bothering me for a while. She told me she was sorry to hear that and recommended that I go home to rest. I said that I was sorry about this but she said it was fine and that she understood. I hate that I had to end our date early damnit I hope this burning is gone soon.

Head

Ouch my head hurts its been hurting all goddamn day. I don't even remember anything that happened today. It's all a blur, a big fluzzy blur. I remember images but they're not from today. Shit it still hurts. This is getting worse.

He's Back

I wasn't able to get much sleep earlier because I heard my little brother talking to that thing during the night and it unsettled me and left me that way even after I woke up. So when I woke up I ate some breakfast (waffle with a bowl of cereal) before deciding to wonder around the town for a while to get things off my mind

I decided to go to lunch at Charlie's where I met Kyle. I had forgotten that he came back yesterday. He saw me and said hey I said hey back and asked what the first thing he did was when he got home. He said he got online to see the episodes of Korra that he missed and told me about the "brilliance that was the season finale" or something like that. I kind of zoned out like I normally do when he goes on like that. When he finished we talked about some other stuff and it was really nice to talk to him again and thank god he seems to have forgotten about this blog because I really don't want to know what would have thought about it.

I headed home after that and went up to my room where I saw that fucking shithead standing with fucking tentacles sticking out of his fucking back! These tentacles they were huge and there were so damn many of them that they seemed to cover my room in a blanket of shadows.

I let out a scream and fell backwards almost hitting my head on the wall behind me. My mom ran up to see what happened and I told her someone was in my room but when she looked he was gone. I quickly bullshitted something about my eyes having played tricks on me which seemed to have satisfied her enough. Damnit now I'm afraid to go into my own room.

Dreaming

Today I had a really odd dream not the one about my dad that I mentioned earlier in my blog but and entirely different one. I was in Italy but it was a mix of renaissance Italy with modern tech and I was one of Ezio's apprentices. My goal was to assassinate a wealthy banker who funded Templars so I climbed up a building got out my sniper rifle and missed when he moved a the last second and started to run.

I ran across multiple building for a few minutes just trying to catch up and when I did we dueled. We each pulled out our swords and fought but I was starting to lose so I pulled out my secret weapon . . . a gravity hammer(no idea where that came out from) and I won easily yay.

The rest of the day I just hung around my house and yeah the dream was the most exciting part.

Today I went out for a bit which was a major mistake because it was a hundred degrees outside today. I ended up stay at a ice cream store for an hour just to cool off and getting an extra large cup of cookie dough ice cream. That is all that was even slightly noteworthy today.

Prometheus

Me and Emily went to see Prometheus today finally.  The movie was really odd and a little hard to keep up with for a bot, but I still thought that it was a good film.  Emily had a much better time following but she did get a little grossed out during a certain part (you should know the one if you saw it) yet she said she still like the film.  It was really nice to be able to relax and enjoy a film with Emily after all the weird shit that has been going on lately I was really wishing that moment could go on longer but sadly it didn't.  Anyway that's all I have to say about that for today.

Title

I stayed home to watch movies today on TV.  Tim wanted to go to the park and Mom asked me to go with him but I said no.  Mom was kind of shocked and asked me to go more but I said no and after a bit Mom gave up which I'm thankful for because I can't go back to where I first saw Him.  I looked went once for fresh air after Spawn ended and saw Tim talking to It again.  I know I should do something but I can't I am honestly to afraid to do anything.  Hopefully tomorrow will help me forget all this.  I'm going on that date me and Emily planned, we're going to go see Prometheus. 

Edit 9ish: Shit I just realized I didn't post anything about Monday and even worse I don't even fucking remember Monday. How can I not remember an entire day? God I need help probably from a psychologist.

Nothing

Boring day which actually was pretty nice. I didn't do anything except watch TV. No sign of HIM today though I kept an eye out. That's all for to day.

I had ice cream today it was delicious and it felt great to go outside the house. I'm still pretty jumpy but I am slowly getting better mostly because HE hasn't shown up for a few days. I hope it will stay that way even though I know it won't. Anyway that's all for today.

Better I hope

Still feeling like shit but I came out of my room today. It took me an entire day to convince myself that nothing horrible would happen when I did. So I came out ate breakfast and when I didn't return to my room I think I saw Mom's jaw drop. I sat in the living room watching TV with Tim when I remembered that Tim saw the Slender Man too and wandered if I should ask him about it but I couldn't bring myself to ask for some reason. I guess I'm still afraid of that thing.

After that I noticed that Emily called me multiple times while I trapped myself in my room. I called her and she asked me what has been going on with me the last few days that she was worried (which is really sweet) and that my mom told her I was sick. I said that I was and it was really terrible but I'm better now and we set up a date for a couple of days. I thanked mom for not telling Emily what was really happening. She asked me what caused to act that way and I told her not to worry that it was over but she gave me a look that said "Sure it is but I'll give you some time to work it out on your own. I just hope that I really am better. I ended up just hanging round the house the rest of the day.